Friday, May 30, 2008

Drunk

Drunk...haha...it might be a good thing,cz I will do what normally I wouldn't do.
Just now a friend buy beer to my house and drink,thx Kenny! lolz...
Appreciate that you share alot with me,all the best to you.
Gal...I miss you... You might hate me...but...I will wait your reply even I know you will not do so... what I can do now was...nothing... but just miss you...

Thursday, May 29, 2008

LRT

LRT

Things come fast like what I can see trough the window... From the first time we meet until now,I cant count how long was that but really sorry that,I cant remember what kind of personality or impression that I was giving you at the begining...What I can say is always look forward... I believe I can commit and I am ready for doing that...

If that will make you feel uncomfortable...nvm...you just satnd there...cause I will leave...

It will be bored when siting inside the LRT...but something had come to my mind.I will not sleep in the LRT, because you will be the next station that I wouldn't like to miss it... if you hope that I must sleep when I reach your station... I will pretend Im sleeping...even I will feel sad about that, but I will promise you I will do that if you hope I do so....If I force myself doing that will make you happy and more comfortable...I willing to do so...because of you...

Code

Code

erm...this will be specially for you.Its like alot of things had happened but also like nothing happen.Are you reading my blog? erm...I prefer you ask me compare to just read my blog.

That something for you again,Hope you can understand the code cause inside thats what you wanted to know.

42555,4440777335554443885566309442808666077772999.
4440644477770880338883377799932999.
990669022220444 466 666777330633.
4440599990366644466092804440222660366604444088044466069990555444333 9908444699.

Monday, May 26, 2008

P.A.R 2

Its the 2nd report I had make...erm...where should I start from? The percentage I think...

WIN : LOSE
2% : 98%

Haha...wow...thats what I faced now...erm...its not surprise... I believe that Gemini having 2 characteristic,When I facing the work, I will be a person that straight forward and solid enough...but for love... I might be weak,emo and like a kid but I will not easy to give up... I would like to call myself Jephin when I like someone.

Now what Jephin doing is fighting for the 2%...haha... Its stupid because as you see the digit then you will know Im not gonna win it... thats why I always mention I BELIEVE.. Jephin not dare to fight for that actually...suddenly 1 question pops-up, If tomorrow will be the End Of The Day,what will you do? Will you do so? The answer will be YES...even now was very tired...

I hate handmake staff...cause its more expensive compare you just buy the thing directly and its have to spend alot of time...This was the second time I doing that and the reason will be... she deserve it... 9am untill 8pm even just sit on the chair and doing the thing but it still making me very tired...research,planing,experiment then only the outcome...tired than doing assignment...

The conclusion cant be get right now... but i might guess how it will be... what I know was...I had do my best for it... I will not regret for anything in my life... Think so much might not help anything, if people just plan to build KLCC but they dint start build it, I might no chance to lepak in KLCC... What I wanted to say here is everything planing with out action then it will be nothing. I had plan it so long and I had action for it...the result will be know as soon as like mine last semester result...besides I will sing "ITs TOO LATE TO MEMORIZE" I will do my best to solve all the problem that Im facing...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Conclusion

Conclusion

erm...should I make the conclusion so fast? haha...nvm... I think its the time for do that... what I can said was I had do my best and I was satisfied around 30% for the effort. hehe... I should feel sad today,but luckily positive gen helps.

No one can force things occur so what I can do is follow my planing. God bless...

This will be the second time I doing this,erm...since 3 years ago,cant believe I will do that again. I belive that... so... its good. No matter wat happen, the same words i will say is I BELIEVE.

The song that keep on repeat in my mind now is WHEN I NEED YOU...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

mood

M0Ool
Feel bad for doin that...but I believe you know the reason I doin that to you. Its your future and ur decision. I have more bullet compare with you but its not the ending yet,so... please... start build it now,before its too late.

My feeling now is...I wanted to sms...but my phone out of credit... mis you miS you and mIs you...hope can spend more time to look on your eyes and side beside you...

Its tired today...3 place to go... the target is clear...as Angi3 siad : Make TTnite success!
sleepy...when finished the meeting,take 5min break myself... now can take 6hours to rest...thx god... Gal...mis you so so so much.... but... AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (>.<) hope you understanding...

Monday, May 19, 2008

Report

P.A.R. (Personality Analyse Report) 19th MAY 2008

This will be a report that normally guy will not do... but i did it, as I said will always analyse myself...

1. Why do you wanted to chase a girl ?
The first thing is... I M NOT A GAY, so of course I will chase a girl but not a boy. Erm... 19th MAY 2008, the status and the reason can be provide now which is... hoping can find someone that can be trusted 100 and 1 %. Normally friend can reach 100% for maximum but I m looking for someone that I will share everything with her and huging her for everynight chit chat before get to sleep. Its not easy to find something that I will use my heart to hug... >.<

2. What do you think when a girl asking that do you like her?
The first thing come to my mind will be... she had heard something,it might be bad or it might be good.

3. What you will answer when a girl asking that did you like her?
I will say YES! for sure. No point to hide it... No matter what happen in the end... I will do my best for everything.

Conclusion
The 3 question just now might be damn stupid... but I had answer it also... I like planing, When you having target then you will work for it and the progress can be see day by day. If I'm not clear about myself then I will just like the Jeff few years ago, chase a girl just for fun. Erm... Maybe getting old dy... everything will think carefully before take action. This kind of attitude might scaring girls,cause seems like so serious. But as I said...If something belongs to you,then it will be yours (have to take action also),if its not... then what you can do just wait and pray hard...

PS*Tomorrow the war will be start! no the right time for me to think about this topic. After reading the newspaper about the China earthquake, What I get was, take care about those people that you like, who knows about the day after tomorrow? Thats why I start breaking the rules... aiks... by i will keep my words...

天地无情,人间有爱

My face was like this baby when reading the China earthquake news...
无情人间

刚用膳完毕,读过报章后感到周围的空气都酸酸的。一个天灾令到中国百万人死亡,受伤和失去家园。身在马来西亚的我是否因该感到庆幸。。。一場大地震,即暴露了一些人貪婪的醜惡面,同時卻也展現了更大部份人善良的光輝本性。在無情的泥牆瓦礫重壓之下,即讓人慨嘆生命的脆弱,也出現讓人驚嘆的頑強生命力。

四川省一場里氏7.
8級的大地震,使近7000所學校被震毀。當地居民憤怒地質疑建校工程偷工減料,並且以一個“貪”字,來解釋何以會有這麼多的“豆腐渣”工程。中國官方也表示,不排除有發展商在興建過程中,使用劣質材料。虽然不晓得党羽们在过程当中拿了多少的好处,但上天和他们讨回的代价,实在是太大了。

四川地震死亡人數一直上升,尤其是在报章上看到災區挖掘出的學生屍體,最教人痛心。。。但地震100小時後仍有200多人獲救奇蹟生還,包括甫出世的女嬰也在瓦礫堆中存活下來,卻鼓舞著不眠不休的救援人員,更加不能放棄搜救工作。我相信有很多救援人員已经精疲力尽的不眠不休在抢救当中,休息多一分钟倒不如多救一个人但也不要累坏身体。。。

未來,人類還要面對無數的天災。國與國之間應該做的,是互相援助和平共存,而非戰爭侵略互相毀滅。在另一方面,前首相敦馬哈迪宣佈即日起退出巫統,他也呼吁各地黨員退黨。敦馬,我会支持你的!!! 加油!!!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

棋盘


棋盘


刚刚和姐姐的男朋友下完了三盘棋,不意外的三盘都败北。心情很平静但却有很多感触。古时的朝代为何经常发动战争呢?当然课本上已说明了一切。三盘棋我军几乎面临覆没,就算剩下一兵一卒也力战到底。哪怕再输多一百盘我也不介意,但以战养战,棋艺会随之而提升的。


每走一步棋都有它的意义所在,也就是所谓的动机行驶。起手不回就是人生的定律,就算在棋盘上走错起了,他愿意提醒我,我也不愿意味那一步提出更换,这是为了警惕自己。在棋盘上走错一步棋后,后果将会不堪设想,更何况是在现实生活呢?


没想过赢和输,只是不断的在警惕自己,磨练在做决定的定力与信心。战争是无止境的,原因就如要收购一间公司一样,简单但并非容易。这三盘棋让我看见了过往的我与现在的我,情绪和展望一切都预算在内。结论就是输再多的棋盘,也不愿意输一次的人生。

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Umai-Ya

Umai-Ya

Its a really nice place...17th May 2008 will be Jian 22 years old birthday,hehe...its a dinner for us also...BRo, which you all the best!!!